Saturday, April 02, 2005

Lack of Creative Title

This weekend has gone fairly well so far. I got a paper done, which is strange. I usually wait until the last minute to do them. But here I am, doing it on Saturday when it's due on Friday. I just have to proofread it later this week.
I also need to do Old Testament because we have a test on Wednesday, but I really don't feel like it. I've read part of it, but I have a ton more to read. *sigh*

So instead, I'll procrastinate some more. We're hoping to get a ride into town tonight to go to TCBY. We're all craving ice cream/frozen yogurt and I think we're all feeling rather cooped up here on campus.

So roommate selections are coming up. I really wanted to room with Janelle, but she doesn't want to room with me. So I guess I'll just sign up for a building and hope for the best. She's been avoiding me lately, which I don't understand. I have backed off, and have tried to watch how I act around her, to see if anything bothers her. I think I've acted the same all along. For awhile, I felt like I was complaining all the time (shocking, I know, haha), so I tried to improve my outlook on life, at least on the outside. Unfortunately, the effect is usually something like this:

And they call me happy-go-lucky
They don't know my heart is dying inside
Smiles are frowns turned upside down
I'm doing happy go lucky so well
I'm even fooling myself.

I try to be upbeat the majority amount of the time. I don't want people groan every time I come around because I'm depressing (now they just groan for other reasons). But... yeah. I don't know. After you've masked yourself for so long, sometimes its hard to break through that mask and find yourself again. You start seeing the mask, not yourself. Meh.

In closing (because I'm headed off to dinner), here's a happy little poem, courtesy of AfroPuff, MistaBlades, and TAB:

I wish I were a glow worm
A glow worm's never glum
Cuz how can you be grumpy
When the sun shines out your bum?

Although I can't figure out if that poem is depressing or cheerful. At any rate, have a great weekend!!

1 comment:

Cate said...

Don't worry...I got roommates at random almost every time and out of...let's see, 10 room/apartment mates, I've only been unable to stand one of them. So your chances are good. :) *hugs*